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Thursday, September 1, 2011

I am truly blessed

I've had a rough couple days. My hormones are all over the place and it is affecting my mood drastically! I'm pretty sure I'm in perimenopause plus my period is trying to start so my hormones are just jumping around like crazy! I've cried because I'm happy, I've felt like my marriage & life are perfect, I've cried because I'm scared, I've cried because I'm sad, I've felt like my marriage & life are a mess, then back to crying because I'm happy & feeling like my life is perfect. What a roller coaster!

My husband has been wonderful though. It's so encouraging to me that he is willing to help when I'm feeling like this. It's awesome! I love that he holds me & just lets me cry. I love that he talks me through the negative feelings and reassures me that things are good. I love that he doesn't get frustrated or irritated when I'm all over the place emotionally. I love that he constantly is telling me how gorgeous and great I am. He loves me so much and I'm blessed to have him in my life.

It hasn't always been this way. I used to strike out at him when I was feeling hormonal. I'd be mean and say hurtful things. I'd act as though he didn't love me at all. He was different too. He would get stubborn and angry with me. He wouldn't try to help at all. He wasn't understanding at all.

I honestly don't know who changed first, or even when the changes really occurred, but thankfully they are different now. I reach for him instead of pushing him away when I'm feeling emotional or hormonal. He is my rock and helps me through the hard times. I praise God for that! I am so thankful that we are as close as we are now. It's such a blessing to have such a wonderful husband and such a strong marriage!!

Bye,
The New Me

10 comments:

  1. Thanks for joining me at Create With Joy - your blog is lovely! I can sure relate to your post. I hope you feel better soon - I look forward to getting to know you!

    Ramona
    http://create-with-joy.com

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  2. You're one lucky lady.

    Thanks for the follow, following you back :)

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  3. you have a beautiful blog and so well written!! thank you for stopping by and following! Now following you back through GFC :0) Have a great weekenD

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  4. Hi there :)
    Im Anne and im a member of vB :) Nice to meet you. You have such a pretty blog :) Please stop by when you get a chance :)
    My blog is http://goodstewardsavers.blogspot.com

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  5. I know how being menopausal feels, it's crazy. Some days I'm crazy ha. So... I know what you are going through. It's wonderful that you have such a strong and happy marriage, that it survives the ups and downs of (the dreaded menopause) life.

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  6. What a beautiful blog!

    New follower!

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  7. I loved reading this post. I'm so happy for you and your husband. Marriage is about riding the waves isn't it, and coming on top each time.

    You're blog is beautiful! Welcome to the blogging community. Thanks for visiting me.. :)

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  8. I can totally relate to what you are going thru. I hopped over from VB to become your newest GFC follower. http://www.kittycrochettwo.blogspot.com

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  9. Your story is filled with hope and a blessing to your readers. Thanks for sharing your heart and the "real" you, and thank for following my blog!

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  10. I think I'm perimenopausal as well. I actually went to the doctor to be tested, but with perimenopause, you have to be tested at an exact time of month to be able to tell. It didn't show up, but all of the women in my family had early menopause. I freaked out back in January when it all started happening. Now, I don't think about it as much. Happy to hear that your marriage is going well. I'm sure that having your only child just leaving is creating some up and down emotions too. Hang in there! We'll all survive this! Thanks for stopping by the Sit and Relax hop. Have a great weekend!
    Michelle
    Heartfelt Balance Handmade Life

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